February 2012
40 posts
Anonymous asked: When is your birthday
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Stupid and Sad, Oblivious and Mad
Love drunk, a sobering hit of vodka burns this throat
Drinking and drowning in a coat
Of existential doubt
I dont exist I dont insist on living anymore
A suicidal manic
With his sentience ignored
I bore myself with trivialities
I bore myself with my own existence
I’m living in a shell
I feel to much
I hear to well
And I think a lot
About these sinking ships
They are swallowed...
I have a pain in my chest
An ache
But my world keeps revolving
Even through each earthquake
But it’s the shape of my toes
As they as the brake off as though they’ve froze
I arose from my sleepless night
And awoke in a dream
My life is so backwards my hells like heaven so it seems
I revel in disparity
With faces of joy I’ll sing
Of how I’ll never be happier
As I...
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I need money!
So does any one have any ideas of how I could make some. It’s still about a year before I can get a “real” job. So for now does any one have any ideas of how I could make some money?
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Remember me...
But I’ll always remember the curve of your spine
And the shape of your lips as I traced them with mine
And the strands of your hair each one ever fine
But I know you’ll forget me
Just give it some time
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Fuck what you did to me
And I would have fucking loved you
Till the earth turned on its head
Till we both faded into dust specks
As I lay on my deathbed
And I would have fucking loved you
Even as you stabbed me through
And even if you didnt feel a single god damn thing
I still loved you, you couldn’t bring
Yourself to forget that
So the ride is over now I guess
A life long dream turned nothingness
A...
Pretty little heart strings break
You kept walking on your way
The footsteps lead to hard days
And my lonely frame has to much weight
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We are over
I still feel you feel me
Though you dont yet know it see
Our bodies fit so perfectly
When I was yours and you were mine
This magnetism cant be denied
I think more about forever than I should
You somehow have understood my pain but still been blind
We were interwined for 90 nights until
I felt the love flow out your eyes
In tiny static bursts
But I still clutched onto your sides
I...
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Alone Again
A hallowed ground now hollowed down
The memories I am burning down
But they are burned into my mind
And I cannot erase what I don’t want to find
So I am still in solitude and now for once
A time with no one else to trust
And now I still sit alone and well
And now I sit still
Still I will always yearn for you
And a piece of my heart you’ll always have tattooed
On your wrist...
To anyone whos read some of my poems
If I was going to make a video for one of them, which would you think is the best to make a video with like a serious production??
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A Kiss under a Star Filled Ceiling
So she just stood there with her perfectly curly and messy hair, falling down in front of part of her face, perfectly falling over part of her face, but she didn’t care about her hair, about anything, she didn’t care. And neither did he, about his father, his grandmother, his failing social life, and as she stood there breathless barely moving, he saw every sway of her body, every crease on her...
I like dealing with worry, and insecurity and sadness with depressing music… I’m retarded
Anonymous asked: Don't listen to anything that hateful anon said. You're an amazing person and you deserve every good thing you get! ♥
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Suicidal thoughts
The truth is you never really move past
The desire to die
The constant suicide
And holocaust of every
Single one of your brain cells
And my blood all fleeing from my heart
Never coming back to that hell,
So I thought
The scars inside of me
Never healling
Only being sheltered from tears by things that can tear them
I open myself up thinking I’m closed
But I’m not,...
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The lens of love
Seeing the beauty in everything
Because I’m looking at the world through you
I see peace and joy that you bring
To me, and maybe whatever I want to, I can do
You’ve given me something intangible
You’ve given me something priceless
A lifeless world suddently lit
With a thousand bursting bits
Of joy, and emotions overwhelming every sense
Sight clouded, or more likely...
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Rambling
The wind carries the ones still lost
Past the land of the thawing winter
They drown with the rebirth of everyone else
Death symbolizing everything else’s life
It’s funny isn’t it?
But it’s also sad
The only ones worth breathing choke themselves
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A Word
Its the reason behind losing your mind
It’s the darkest of the brightest times
The easiest of hardest rhymes
And the smallest of the biggest crimes
The simple way the universe
Turns each of us around
Through all this floating
We all land back down
And a time may be lost
And a time may be sold
And the rhythm of the pulsing earth
May never be bestowed
So we stow away
And hope...
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Heavy Heart
You can hear me walk
Because my feet are weighed down
With the weight in my chest
A heavy heart, hardly unbreakable
Shakeable, and cold but warmth still flows
Through these veins
The grains of memories faded
Lies lived a thousand times
Like nightmares
I fight tears
And tear my way through
To you
But I tore myself in two
Which will you find, which will you see
But more...
Ask Me A Question I'll Be 100% Honest. COME ON... →
Sad
Just feeling down :/
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Going against the gradient
My brain telling me to stop
Friction pulling at my heels with each step
My legs begging me to give up pulling this load
But the mountain was once just a grain of sand
And one day it wont be a mountain anymore
So I trug on through its heights
I fall in love with rainstorms who shaped this mountain walls
I fall in love with landslides the smoothed its edges
And...
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The ones of us in love
The solidity of death
The lucidity of life
The recreation of a dreamers thoughts
The end of human strife
All designed with lack of reason
By the ones who took our hands
All the oceans waves and breezes
Wipe away the sands
A blank slate
In a blank thought
Stuck between a rock
And a hard spot
Its hard to stop we know this now
The train’s still rambling on non stop
Off this...
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And to anon for my opinion on CHEATING
I felt like this deserved it’s own post so here it goes
I think cheating is a terrible thing, it totally destroys the person you are in a relationship, it can totally rip a whole in their heart. It destroys not only their faith in your trust in relationships forever, for the rest of their lives. It’s something I would never do, ever. It’s an awful thing to do… More...
Anonymous asked: 20 and 24?
100% honesty anon or not
Wow I’m annoying, but I just like TALKing to people, c’mon guys :DDDD
Anonymous asked: Which do you prefer? Cats or Dogs
Alone on a Saturday Night
All Saturday night… Come talk to me! Ask me questions! :)
ravisdraws asked: 6. What was the last text message you received say?
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To A Friend Who Thinks Their Life is Worthless
And i’m singing this now to you in the hopes that you’ll stay
But my greatest fear in the world, is that I’m to late,
I’m sorry that I took so long,
I’m sorry i couldn’t say a single word you needed me say
And I’m sorry neither of us had a God we believed in so neither of us could pray
I’m inhaling now, so I can exhale for you
Fill you full of...
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Singing into a forest
If I sing into the forest
The bark will answer back
Shouting at the top of it’s lungs
My insecurities as though they’re facts
If I whisper to a blade of grass
It will whisper back
Every one of my worries at once
And all in such great mass
If I punch my way through thorns
The will punch through me
Puncturing my skin with spikes
And causing me to bleed
If I stare into the mirror
My reflection...
I want to be nothing but happy
And by that I must admit I mean I want you to be happy
I don’t care how happy I become
I want me to be your sun
Even If that means I burn myself out
I want to be the path, that you walk on
The love that you talk from
Take from me and I will laugh as you and I dance
In a haze of fog and a blizzard of snow
We became engulfed and we sheltered one another...
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To A Friend Who'll Never Read This
I though you once told me, you were different
Turns out you were like everyone else, totally indifferent
To my existence, with your persistence you took me away
I hate every fiber but once I would have gone to war with you
I love you, you liar, but you hate me
Thats what hurts, and depletes me
It’s hard to see, sometimes my own pasion made me blind
And your distraction left me...
I am so close to the edge of madness
Deep in love, and closer to sadness
With the drop of a pin she took me in, and saved my dying body
So she could leave just as easily, and break all my bones
But I don’t care, not one bit, I am never gunna quit
I will love you till you stomp me out
No matter how much water you throw
This fire inside me will continue to grow
Just thought you...
This is love
It wasn’t your eyes that lead me straight
Though they sure no doubt helped
It was more or less the way you spoke
And the way my body felt
When I had no where else to go
You offered me a home
For the shallow pit I call a heart
Only you have known
But has it been enough to make you want to stay
My mind ever reeling ever longing for the day
When I can look up clearly
And without fear...